About Me
words could neve' describe someone...si totusi esenta unui om o poti citi din privire...dintr'un gest sau un cuvant...si ceea ce ti spune sufletul nu poate fi niciodata ceva gresit...si chiar daca reactiile de exterior incercam sa le schimbam permanent, esenta va fi mereu aceeasi...cream permanent un zid de care nu poate trece nimeni...iubim..suferim...cadem si ne ridicam...ne scuturam de praf si trecem mai departe....schimbari radicale...furie..lacrimi...suferinta...nopti nedormite...iubire...zambete...pozitive vibes..promisiuni uneori neindeplinite...vise ramase undeva in coltul inimii..cuvinte nerostite...ganduri care ucid...iluzii...si din nou incredere...ca si om am trecut prin toate...si mi am zis ca majoritatea ca o sa mi creez un zid..ca n o sa mai sufar pentru ca nu are rost...si nu pot..sau poate ca nu vreau...de ce sa nu mi deschid sufletul?...de ce sa nu sufar?nu, nu sunt sado'masochista...pur si simplu cred ca e doar o alta etapa..ca ivat cate ceva din fiecare deziluzie pe care o am..constienta fiind ca la un moment dat se vor termina...ca o sa existe o ultima "treapta"pe care se afla fericirea..intrpretata diferit de fiecare dintr noi...si pana atunci sunt constienta ca mai e..sau cine stie, poate e mai aproape decat ma aseptam...dar viata e pra scurta...nu pot sa'mi permit sa o las sa treaca sperand ca poate maine o sa am curaj sa fac ceea ce azi n am vrut...ca maine o sa dau glas gandurilor...nu pot sa opresc cursul firesc al vietii cu toate partile sale bune/rele...dar pot sa incerc sa le traiesc pe toate si sa iau din fiecare ce trebuie...sa privesc in urma si sa nu mi para rau...cat despre viitor...poate ca inca n am ajuns la momentul in care sa l privesc asa cum ar trebui...poate inca mi e teama desi nu stiu de ce...probabil ca necunoscutul e de vina..n am ajuns inca la nivelul la care sa inteleg anumite lucruri si de asta ma sperie...but then again...life's life...si trebuie sa mi asum riscul...si chiar daca maine o sa fiu dezamagita din nou..de ce mi ar parea rau?..in fond am dat jos zidul...si am dat iubire...si stiu ca o parte din ea a ramas in sufletul celui de langa mine..nu e nimic mai frumos...si maine o sa ma ridic din nou..cu zambetul pe buze pentru ca s a dus noaptea...
o sa am in continuare grija de visul meu...de ce mi doresc..si o sa lupt pentru el...:).. | You Are an Emo Rocker! | Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing. That doesn't mean you don't rock out... You just rock out with meaning. For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding. | | The Part of You That No One Sees | You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful. | | Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect | Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! | | How You Are In Love | You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. | | You Are Very Mature | Even though you may not always feel like it, you're a full fledged adult. And while everyone should be as mature as you, most people aren't! | | You Are A Blue Girl | Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you. You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict. If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well. You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart. | | You Are 45% Normal | While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself | | You Are 80% Evil | You are very evil. And you're too evil to care. Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot. |
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Interests
Favorite Music
Greenday , My Chemical Romance , Panic at the disco , Boxcar Racer , Flyleaf , yellowcard , shinedown , the offspring , Wheatus , Arssura , Criss Blaziny , Adema , Cursive , From autumn to ashes , Trophy scars , Blink 182 , Godsmack , Damien Rice , Creed , The Cranberries , Bullet for my Valentine , Disturbed , Nickelback , Reamon , Bright eyes , A perfect circle , Gorillaz , Breaking Benjamin , Aerosmith , Oasis , Armor for sleep , Chevelle , Alternosfera , E.m.i.l , Element 80 , 12 Stones , Guano Apes , Hedpe , Keane , Dashboard Confessional , Thursday  Myspace Emo Graphics Emo Graphics Emo Graphics
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Favorite Movies
Vanilla Sky , Sweet November , If Only , The Break-up
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Journal
a trecut atat de mult timp...mi'am dat seama de cat de multe lucruri ignoram...lucruri esentiale in viata noastra...spunem atat de usor "te iubesc"...asta dupa ce am jurat ca nu o sa mai iubim niciodata...ridicam in slavi persoane care nu dau doi bani pe noi...carora nu le pasa decat exteriorul...cersim atentie involuntar...si ne miram, suferim pentru ca nu intelegem de ce persoana/le de langa noi nu inteleg...ca nu vrem decat un zambet...un cuvant cald in marea de ura... de ce?nu stiu...aruncam cuvinte pe care o sa le regretam peste o zi...ranim cu privirea...ascundem esenta...privilegiem ipocrizia...dam tot ce e mai rau din noi... [pazeste'ti spatele, caci faptele sunt rani eterne...]ne pasa?oare?...
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